he does not know

She writes to him
Though he cannot read
Too blind to see
Who he wants to be

She sings to him
Though he cannot hear
For that she vowed
To shed more tears

She dances to his tune
A tune of love
That dies too soon

He lifts her up into the sky
Then leaves her there
To watch over him
He does not know
How high she goes
With just a word
Or a single rose

She holds her life
In the palm of her hand
She tells him she has a gift
For him to keep
By his side
She says it is big
She says it is wide
Yet next to him
It is small enough to fit
The palm of his hand
Hoping that one day
He will understand

She is a poet
Without the song
She is a poet
A poet for too long
Too small for time
Too small for the world
To turn and smile
To stop the clock
And listen.. for a while

She tells her story
She writes a book
She is the one
That he should see
He is the one
Who dares not to look!

Love is in the AIR :)

AAAAAAAAhhhhhhh.. i just LOVE him!!!!

so PEOPLE OF THE BLOG WORLD.. how have u all been?!!

i hope u have all been having a great time.. aaaaas 4 meeee :))))

well.. things didnt quite go as planned (none-the-lesssss, it has been amazing).. my dear boy friend decided to ***SURPRISE*** me and arrive earlier that planned.. therefore, his place was ,, umm,, well,, A MESS!!! lol BUT, being the sweet heart he is, he appreciated everything i was doing (be it half way) he still thanked me for three days!!

picture this:
i'm on the floor, with piles and piles of books and papers scattered all around the room.. trying to decide what to put where.. plates in the dishwasher, bags full of goodies all over the place.. a canvas with a picture of him in his fav football shirt on the floor with sticky tape and a frame, and me trying to fit it in (since the place APPPARANTLY do not frame the pics for u!!!!!) my hair was in some sort of "pony tale" shall we say.. ALL OF A SUDDEN.. i hear keys in the door,, so i start to freak out.. i didnt realise they were keys at first, i thought someone was trying to break in!!! so i jump up, and decide to hide (since i'm just a scardy cat!!!!) i freeze in my place as the door pops open,, and there he is :)


needless to say, he was just as freaked as i was!!! we were both screaming (shock-joy-surprise) types of screams.. about 5 seconds later i just jumped on him.. i explained my "new look" and we just laughed.. he helped me clean up the place,, and do what i was there to do.. we jumped into the shower (Dont get excited i showered first then him :p) got dressed up, and went out for dinner.. passed by the grocery store at 1.00 am after our after-dinner walk around london.. we went back to his place, and stayed up ALLL night.. it wasn't perfect in the sense that everything went wrong.. but to me,, it was even better than that!!

I DIDNT REALISE HOW MUCH I MISSED HIM!!!

we've been having a 'wicked' british time!! going to all sorts of places.. all the old markets, walks by the river, the parks, the river boats, the shops and the best isolated clubs! it's been grand..

now here's the thing.. my mum and dad r going back to Saudi on the 17th.. my baby is going to Paris for three days on the 13th.. and he wants me to go with him.. OBVIOUSLYYY, i can NOT tell my parents.. so i'm trying to make up a story.. i neeeeeed them to let me go.. its our anniversary soon, and he wants us to celebrate there! so i was thinking.. shall i say something work related?! but then they might say "ur work just SUDDENLY came up?" or shall i say going to c a friend (HAAA!!! as ifff THAT would work!!!!).. if worse comes to worse.. i'll ask them if i can sleep over at my friends place and just go for a day without them knowing.. but how RISKY is THAT?!!!!

aaaaaaah.. I WANT TO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! pray for me!!!